At the age of 6, I made a promise to myself that I would one day be an author.

At the age of 10, I knew I wanted to be a teacher like my mom.

At the age of 16, I chose to blend and fit in.

At the age of 18 I wanted to do something that made a difference.

At the age of 24 I was excited to become a wife and marry the man of my dreams.

At the age of 30 I learned I couldn’t be a biological mom so I left teaching and my business was born.

At the age of 35 I made my first million but also failed in my first business.

At the age of 40 I lost my identity and became trapped in my head.

At the age of 43 I took time to heal, whilst at the same time building a global network of kids life coaches.

At the age of 44 I set myself free by publishing my book ‘The Secret Parent’.

Today I am an inspired contributor to children globally and the world is my classroom. I am an author of multiple books and founder of The Kids Life Studio® with representatives in 19 countries. A world-class Kids Life Coach and a devoted wife. A proud aunty to 1 witty, kind and intelligent nephew and 5 beautiful, smart, savvy nieces. Most importantly I am simply me. Perfectly imperfect and I am okay with that.

On my journey, I have devoted over 20 years to the study and practice of harnessing success in children. Through attending hundreds of seminars, reading countless books, and interviewing experts from a variety of fields, I have uncovered specific universal principles for achieving the best in children and I have also applied these to my own life. As a result, I enjoy a phenomenal level of success as a leading authority on peak performance in children.

On my journey, I have always been a high achiever. The one who smiles. The life of the party. The person who works hard. Strives to be in the limelight. Then I started losing myself in amongst the sea of approval seeking and recognition gaining. Simply because I had a fundamental choice taken away from me . The choice to be a biological parent.

Since 2003, I have dedicated my life to helping other people’s children, yet I could not hide under the radar as friends and family started their own families. I couldn’t fake the fact that my deepest yearning was to be a biological mom yet I wasn’t able to fulfil that. I felt judged. Alone. Desperate. Resentful.

I was forced to stand on the outside looking in with judgement as I witnessed so many parents wasting their opportunities with their own precious children. I felt desperate to shake them and wake them up. To tell them how lucky they were to be parents. Instead, I withdrew.

This led to my mental break down and in 2010 and again in 2012 I was hidden in a Psychiatric ward fighting for my life. Suicidal, completely lost and at the time mentally ill and incorrectly labelled as Bipolar. All because I couldn’t fit in and go with the status quo of being a parent.

For 8 years I hid the fact that I was on antipsychotic medication and antidepressants. I visited countless Psychiatrists and psychologists who left me feeling worthless and helpless. I even travelled to another continent to start a new life and hide. I dedicated my time to healing so that I could share what I learnt to heal the children of the world in return.

Today I am successfully medication free and label free. The journey has been long and lonely and only now as I whisper my secret out loud do I truly feel at peace. Only now do I know that I needed to walk the road so that I could be the tour guide to support others in doing the same.

My life is now dedicated to building the largest and most reputable network of world-class Kids Life Coaches to extend my work in to their local communities. So that children can grow up knowing that they are okay being perfectly imperfect. That they are a work in progress and they have people supporting them along the way. Parents, teachers, sports coaches.

As The Secret Parent, I know that it takes a village to raise a child. Not a perfect village where everybody is smiling and laughing and getting it right. But a team of supporters who walk the walk and talk the talk.

This is what my life is about. I am now the mother of many children. I never gave up on my life because of the voice inside my head. I didn’t listen when the doctors said I should be on medication my whole life. I didn’t give up on my dreams to impact on children around the world. I chose to rewrite my script and create a new beginning.

So what is my point here? Well, I believe we all create our own reality. It has taken me years to master the fact that I am in charge of where I go and how I get there. Yes, life will throw me a few curve balls that force me to duck and dive…bob and weave, but ultimately I get to make the final choice of how my life plays out.

You see a few years ago when I departed to live in England, I did so with little more than two suitcases filled with clothing. I had lost my business, many friends and most importantly my self respect. Being a perfectionist, I felt such a failure and my mental health was a good indication of how far out of control I had spiralled. I had faced trauma, bad things had happened to me and what I didn’t realise then was that I was playing the victim. I had made a choice to focus on what I didn’t have rather than on counting my blessings. So my reality was nothing more than a constant struggle.

Fast track to today and I have rebuilt a brand new business with a global network of Kids Life Coaches who represent my programmes and methods and support children. This is nothing short of a miracle since multiple times, for weeks on end I have not gotten out of bed and spent hours crying instead of working. I hid from the world, afraid to be vulnerable and scared of judgement. I wore a mask so tight that nobody could tell who I really was. In fact that mask was so constricting that it squeezed my personality into a tight little ball.

Every now and again I would see glimmers of my old self and I started noticing a pattern. A really interesting pattern. When this happened, I had stopped focusing on “poor me”. I was instead looking at my big “why”. When I started focusing on the bigger picture and my bigger purpose, my mind and my life shifted.

I became clear on what I wanted and stopped focusing on what I had lost. I allowed myself a mourning period to get over my grief of not having children. I cannot tell you what a glorious gift that was for me. The consequence is that I started attracting the right people into my business and I had the confidence to say goodbye to those who weren’t a good fit for my values. This took courage but my saving grace was that my light in my heart for being an inspired contributor to children globally has never dimmed.

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